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Utter randomness because I am so tired. |
| Ahhh another night of not being able to sleep... this makes four nights in a row I think.?Less than 6 hours each night and I am drained and exhausted.?I?ve lost 9lbs now since Thursday afternoon and my body is definately feeling it and it?s not a good feeling.?It?s also been a very emotional last few days with lots of ups and downs and some craziness.?I think that has been part of my lack of sleep, my mind has been racing a mile a minute every night.?It?s seems like I have not stopped thinking for more than a minute or two in the past few days.?I have been up and busy every day also and going to the gym and working my butt off.? |
| I have been up and busy every day also and going to the gym and working my butt off.?I have come home exhausted and then still not been able to relax at night.?It?s driving me nuts lately.?Tomorrow is going to be another early morning and I have my first inspection on my apartment which was supposed to be this morning and they cancelled on me.?I am also getting up early to walk with Lauren because we didn?t go tonight but we did spend some time at the gym.?Maybe tomorrow I will get a swim in too.?We went shopping tonight too, whoo hoo for Old Navy having a shitton of shirts on sale for $4.99 and me having a coupon for 15% off my total purchase.? |
| We went shopping tonight too, whoo hoo for Old Navy having a shitton of shirts on sale for $4.99 and me having a coupon for 15% off my total purchase.?I think I got like 10 shirts and a pair of jeans for less than $70.?Granted right now I need pants but I will need shirts eventually too.?I no longer have a butt so finding pants was hard and I ended up with one pair I will maybe be able to wear in a month or two but they only cost me $5.49.?I am just so tired lately that I wasn?t in too much of a mood to shop and normally I can go all day.I have been down the last few days because there have been tons of things going on in my life lately which I couldn?t really talk to anyone about.?Thankfully I have a few people I can talk to who are willing to listen to me blather on and try to be as helpful as they can.? |
| Thankfully I have a few people I can talk to who are willing to listen to me blather on and try to be as helpful as they can.?This is probably the most difficult decision I have had to make and at the same time one of the easiest.?I can?t even express how crazy things are... or how crazy I feel.?I know what I want to do and I know how my heart feels but that doesn?t mean I am not scared to death.?I?m so tired...I have no idea whats going on, and well mainly I am just tired.?I have so much to say but I am not doing so well at establishing coherent thoughts so I guess I will quit. |
| I have so much to say but I am not doing so well at establishing coherent thoughts so I guess I will quit.K night |
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