| The pain goes deep from the loss of my child, my son, my Warrior, my Hero...My Soldier.?I cry?every day, most days, until I throw up.?It has been 22 months and 8 days since they found my child dead.?The pain does NOT get easier.?Maybe once I am allowed to have him autposied and reburried where he belongs, with his family, it will get better...MAYBE.?I doubt it though.?At least I will be able to weep at his grave, and decorate it with a proper headstone, and all the things that he loved so much.Brian was special to me.?Each of my children are special, but Brian was my first child, and that bond is different from any other.?We grew up together.?Until Brian is home, and his death investigated, I will not rest.?I will not stop.?I STAND.Hundreds of stars in the pretty sky,
Hundreds of shells on the shore together,
Hundreds of birds that go singing by,
Hundreds of birds in the sunny weather.????Hundreds of dewdrops to greet the dawn,
Hundreds of bees in the purple clover,
Hundreds of butterflies on the lawn,
But only one mother the wide world over.Author UnknownPamela?-Dedicated in Memory of her Warrior,her Son, and her Guardian Angel,SPC Brian Patrick Shaver.http://www.mandatoryautopsylaw.comI will NOT stand down!??GIVE MY SON HIS AUTOPSY!BRING MY SON HOME!?HE is my "Heart".* * *
Bringing?our Soldier Home to his?Ancestral Burial Ground!Obtaining Justice for Brian one day at a time!Just the fact that "I KNOW" delivers me.?I still?STAND
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