| AFTER SPENDING MOST OF THE SUMMER WITH ALAINA(my 2yr old little cousin) AND POPPIE MY G-POPS I BEGAN MY TEAVEL TO DALLAS AND ATL I WAS FEELING FINE UNTIL I GOT TO DALLAS AND FELT A HEAVYNESS IN MY LEFT BREATS ALL OF A SUDDEN.I LAY ON THE BED LIFTED MY LEFT ARM AND BEGAN TO FEEL MY BREAST WITH MY RIGHT HAND.SON OF A COCK BITER !!!A LUMP!IT FELT LIKE A?LITTLE SMOKIE I WAS SOOO SCARED.I CALLED MY SISTER DR ASHLEY CRYING AND TALKING ABOUT HOW I NEED MY TITTIES AFTER SHE CALMED ME DOWN AND TOLD ME WHAT SHE THOUGHT IT WAS (yep she was right too!)?SHE MADE PLANS TO COME TO DALLAS AND DO THE DR. THING WITH ME, TURNED OUT TO BE A FYBROID CYST NO CANCER.BUT LET ME JUST TELL YALL WHWERE I WAS IM NOT 40 YET MY CHILDREN ARE GROWN BUT STILL HAVE A LOT OF GROWING UP TO DO BECAUSE I SPOILED THEM THE WAY WE DO AND THEY NEED ME. EVEN THOUGH I WAS GROWN WHEN I LOST MY MOM THE EMPTYNESS YOU CANT DESCRIBE AND TIME IS JUST TIME.I THOUGHT ABOUT MY MUSIC AND HOW I?PUT IT OFF NOT CAUSE ITS NOT COMPLETE OR FIRE JUST BECAUSE SOMETIMES I MOVE SO FAST FOR OTHER FOLK TIL I JUST CANT DO ME. THE FEAR OF NOT BEING ABLE TO DO JUST THAT ALONE IS ENOUGH TO MAKE YOU GET UP AND MAKE SHIT HAPPEN.I?THOUGHT ABOUT ALL THE BRAVE PEOPLE FIGHTING THE FIGHT WITH CANCER I THOUGHT ABOUT THEIR FAMILIES?'THE WAIT' AND I CRIED I CRIED FOR DAYS.HELP ME CONTINUE TO WORK AND PRAY FOR A CURE.THEN I WAS HIT AGAIN WHEN I RECIEVED A PHONE CALL THAT MANNY FRESH SISTER NEENIE WAS MURDERED AT HOME WHAT KIND OF ANIMAL WOULD DO THAT?THIS WAS A BEAUTIFUL WARM SPIRITED FRIENDLY WOMAN WHOM EVERYONE WHO CAME IN CONTACT WITH LOVED.I WENT TO MY FIRST CLUB WITH HER BACK IN THE DAY THIS HIT HOME?CAUSE SHE WAS A VERY NICE PERSON GOD BLESS AND STRENTHEN HER FAMILY.TO TOP IT OFF PIMP C DIED DO YOU KNOW THAT WE KNEW EACH OTHER WAY BEFORE ANY OF US HAD A MAJOR DEAL!THIS FLOORED ME CAUSE I HAD SPOKEN TO HIM OFTEN SINCE HE CAME HOME FROM PRISON.HE WAS SO MUCH DEEPER THAN PEOPLE THOUGHT HE WAS A GENTLEMAN TO.HIP HOP HAS SUFFERED A BLOW FOR REAL MIA HAS LOST?A FRIEND.AND SO YES I PULLED A PARTY OUT OF MY ASS BECAUSE IF I SIT IN THIS HOUSE AND TAKE ANOTHER DISTURBING PHONE CALL I MIGHT EXPLODE.SO DECEMBER I'LL BE AT CLUB VISIONS IN DALLAS LETTING MY HAIR DOWN FOR ABOUT 4HRS THEN ITS BACK TO REALLITY.NEW MUSIC GOING UP SOON THANKS FOR LISTENING AND IF YOU'RE IN DALLAS COME PARTY WITH ME. GOD BLESS AND PROTECT YOUR FAMILY HAPPY HOLLIDAYS! |
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