| I feel more myself, I feel more myself, I feel, I am.???I see patterns like sheets over our eyes.?I see our senses like projectors creating the world we dwell in, like they shoot out from me, but I don't stand within them, I stand within some place unknown to me.?I don't know how I see it, some kind of blank space.?Some kind of universal plain.???If I can explain I will, as I mean I see all five of my senses as creating the world around me in harmony with the rest of the conscious creatures of the universe, human and non-human.?I see different beliefs within metaphysics, different gods, different beliefs that we are all gods, that life is all an illusion, but a persistent illusion.?I've heard tales and written tales of a coming generation that will change things.?I am that generation.?The beginning of the transformation is now, but I can't quite bring myself to believe it.???I sit hard on the fence watching both sides of the argument wondering which way I should go.? |
| I sit hard on the fence watching both sides of the argument wondering which way I should go.?What I should believe.?Beliefs are such strong things, shouldn't intense contemplation take place before making any??I sat at a park with my aunt and while we were there it was like our spirits were soaring.??She said that every time a plane flew by.?That it meant our spirit's were soaring.?I felt right.We looked out upon water, and she said as we spotted boat's passing our emotions were flowing.???She gave me a book full of animals and their descriptions and meanings and said let the universe choose one.?I tried to find one but I couldn't.?Then we spoke a bit more, and she showed me how by doing it, and I concentrated like she had, and indeed my finger stopped on the exact page of a bird.? |
| Then we spoke a bit more, and she showed me how by doing it, and I concentrated like she had, and indeed my finger stopped on the exact page of a bird.?Not somewhere in it's 3 pages of description, or the other sections of the specific animals on various pages, no, right on the word itself, my thumb, on the name of the animal.?It was a sort of bird of wisdom, I don't recall which.?Seemed to fit the moment so perfectly.?I don't know why.???Everything started to feel so right just sitting there.?She'd brought me into her mindset and I loved what I was seeing.?I swear, it felt like floating in happiness.?I was dispositioned to happiness, she taught it to me, showed it to me in those moments.They just kept going and it was like everything was completely natural.???She was praying for me, but even before that I felt at one with her like I feel at one with only certain people.? |
| She was praying for me, but even before that I felt at one with her like I feel at one with only certain people.?She had a way of bringing on this intense level of connectivity that actually brought me into her world, which it seems is the same as mine.?Numbers.?33/6.?We both.?I don't recall the definitions directly, something to do with being double sensitive, meaning things don't just hit us, they blow us away, as she said.?My wise aunt, I must speak with you again..what beautiful places will you lead me I cannot know.???The question to myself now is..What do you believe? |
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