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1 year on, making progress |
| Well it's been a year since my dad passed away and im really pleased that the family, although very sad, is doing fairly well.I really enjoyed spending time with my sister and talking and laughing about my mam and dad and the good old days.Hey, it was good, i would like to do that every year if i could.It certainly would be good if we could make an effort to do it once in a while.The great thing about Whitby is like i said, it has never changed all the memories stay there.Today i saw the remains of what i used to think was Draculas ship, i couldn't believe it was still there after 26 years, although there was very little left of it, i was pleased to see it after so long.I always feel sad leaving the place behind, but i always have to return....................Not long till i go away, just a few days to get ready and im off.Had some terrible dreams last night.I seem to have many that involve flying and death, not very good.i must be getting anxious.I overdosed on coffee yesterday at my friends house and i didn't go to sleep till 4 in the morning, and all the while I was having little dreams of dying actually, on the plane.Not very nice is it??Im frightened of flying so now, im really poooing myself!!!!!must be anxiety i pray.busy day tomorrow, countdown commences
rest in peace dad, im thinking of you tonight!! |
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